Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Socially Lacking

Ok, so I promise this isn't going to become a "Michelle has no life, boo boo, poor me" blog. But since no one has asked to do pictures lately I figured I'd let you all in on my life at the moment.

So I've always had that syndrome where I'm the best friend and never really the girlfriend. Never really anything more. In the past, this hasn't truly been an issue (isn't really now, sort of). But lately it seems like every time I turn around someone's either married or having babies - which let me tell you is not a bad thing in my book! I love, love. I'm a die-hard hopeless romantic (think Romeo). But just as soon as the wedding's over or the baby shower has come and gone, I start to reassess my life (which when you've had as many people getting married as I have in the past few years, is too often to be a good thing). I just wish that I had even some sort of social outlet.

Coming home to Tooele was never my end goal. I got out for 3 years and loved it! I loved being the boss of me, and only worrying about me. Call it selfish or whatever, but it was nice! Now I'm back home, which is nice, but everyone I know is still at school and Tooele is a young family town, not the most kickin' social hot spot! And the problem with no one being here is I have no one to say, "Hey, let's go hang out!" It's a very frustrating life. And don't think my family doesn't pick up on it often enough. I can't tell you how many times I hear, "Why don't you go do something?" What, pray, am I supposed to go do? Hang out at Walmart?

Sigh.

Anyway, if anyone has any connections, shoot them my way! I'm not looking for someone for life, I'm only 21, just a few more connections to get my life spiraling upward again! (I promise I'm not this depressive in person!)

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