Sleep Deprived

Ok, I promise that I won't be posting twice a day every day. But this just needed to be said. Never. Ever. Ever. Ever let your sleep deprived mind tell you it's totally ok for you to check out your last major crushes facebook profile. Ever.

See here's the background. It's Easter Break for us right now. So basically I've gotten up around 9 each day, but by 2-2:30ish I crash. I get very very tired and unfortunately (or fortunately) that leads to a nap. Most people I know can't take naps. They hate them. Me? I relish in them! I looove that feeling of sleeping with the sun shining through, it keeps you warm and cozy. It's almost best described as, yum!

But today has been an off day. Starting with (as you should already know) my alarm never going off and getting up at 10:50 am. Then my nail appointment was rescheduled but that just allowed more time for me to go to the store (yes more shopping, I know, shut up). By the time I got home, had lunch, and was just about to lay down, it was 2. My appointment started at 2:30. Needless to say I had to not sleep. So I went, to my appointment doing ok (mind you it hadn't hit 2:30 yet). By the end of my appointment the esthetician's massage bed was looking mighty comfy.

But then my little sister came in for her birthday appointment I'd bought her. So I stuck around. It was pretty exciting and I woke back up. But about halfway through I started getting the hiccups. I HATE the hiccups. And for no apparent reason they started?! Then all I really wanted was a nap. When her nails were done we had to go straight out to our mom's work for bunco (which by the way, I am addicted to)! Kaycee wasn't with us this time though and therefore my heart just wasn't in it tonight. It just drug on and my mind grew tireder and tireder.

So speed to now, I get home to check my comments (my mom's comp wouldn't let me). And I decide, oh hey I would love to know what he's up to!? Right? Try no. Why do I care anymore? Why does it bother me that he's happy and in love. Even says the words "I love you" to her! I realize this is an open blog. I realize that everyone of my facebook friends know about it now. I realize there's the potential he could read this. I realize how lame it makes me sound.

But it hurts nontheless. Period. The end.

Oh and by the way, still got those stupid hiccups.