So today has been a very long, very cold day. It started at 5:30 am. I set my alarm for 5:30, snoozed till 6 and then hit snooze for about 5 minutes more. I was working at the schools 5K Fun Run. Not that I'm complaining, it was pretty fun; but it was sooooo cold! I swear that's been me all day, I have not been able to get warm. It was like 40 degrees this morning, and we're back to that point.
Tonight's game was really good though! It was cold and the wind kicked up, but we won! 4-1 even! And we only lost the goal with like 5 minutes left :) good way to end the season. Hoping for spring!
Today's challenge is something I'm proud of, hmmm.....
Ok I'm going to try to not go too deep, but a while back I had a really close friend completely throw my trust out the window. Afterwards I had a very hard time opening up and just being myself. In the past three-ish months I feel like I've actually stepped back into the game! If I really thought about it hard, I'd probably be able to pinpoint the exact moment that it all happened - and I'm sure there's about 2, maybe 3 people in the world who could tell me when, but my confidence has just taken some leaps and bounds. It feels really good! I've met a lot of new people who've definitely opened up new doors and given me an out of Tooele when I need it and I've gotten back in touch with some friends and gone out with them, I've checked some things off my list as well.
It feels good to just hang out and be myself. There's definitely one piece to the puzzle missing - my bestie who lives in Kentucky, but overall I am very, very proud of myself for just opening up and being me.
Sorry if this sounds all scatter-brained, I can't get my thoughts together and I'm having major issues staying focused! I like to joke that I have ADHD sometimes - and I have people who can attest to my lack of focus, but it's bad when I am trying to write lol
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